Im so sorry for your loss, a very familiar feel,what a beautiful memorial, My heart aches even more now :(

Dear Laurri, after lighting a candle for your beautiful Rosie I decided to read more about her and I could not stop the tears.Her site is so beautiful. I wanted to share this poem with you and hope you get some comfort from it.

Message from Heaven

I have not turned my back on you,
So there is no need to cry,
I am watching you from Heaven,
Just beyond the morning sky;
I have seen you almost fall apart,
When you could barely stand,
I asked the Lord to comfort you,
And I watched him take your hand.
He told me you were in more pain,
Than I could ever be,
He wiped his eyes and swallowed hard,
Then gave your hand to me;
Although you may not feel my touch;
Or see me by your side,
I've whispered that I love you,
While I wiped each tear you cried.
~Author Unknown~

And if I go, while you are still here . . .

Know that I live on

Vibrating to a different measure

behind a thin veil that you cannot see through.

You will not see me, so you must have faith.

I wait for the time, when we can soar together again

both aware of each other.

Until then, live your life to the fullest,

And when you need me, Just whisper my name in your

heart . . .

I will be there.

You're Unique

Our presence, is a present to the world.
You're unique and one of a kind.
Your life can be, what you want it to be.
Take the days, just one at a time.
Count your blessings, not your troubles.
You'll make it through, whatever comes along.
Within you, are so many answers.
Understand, have courage, be strong.

Don't put limits on yourself.
So many dreams, are waiting to be realized.
Decisions are too important, to leave to chance.
Reach for your peak, your goal and your prize.

Nothing wastes more energy, than worrying.
The longer one carries a problem, the heavier it gets.
Don't take things too seriously.
Live a life of serenity, not a life of regrets.

Remember, that a little love goes a long way.
Remember, that a lot . . . goes forever.
Remember, that friendship is a wise investment.
Life's treasures, are people . . . together.

Realize, that it's never too late.
Do ordinary things, in an extraordinary way.
Have health, hope and happiness.
Take the time, to wish upon a star.

And don't ever forget . . .
For even a day . . .
How very special you are.

Hi! my name is Angie...January 23, 2007 I tried taking my own life. I overdosed and was unconscience for several hours when paramedics found me. I flatlined 9 times, and was on a breathing machine for 3 days. I wasn't suppose to make it, but I was given a second chance. Suicide isn't the answer, and I'm glad I know that today. God had other plans for me, and now I can share my story. I really didn't want to die, but I just didn't know how to quit using. I wanted a easy way out so I chose to end my life. I haven't touched a drug or drink since my attempt. Reading this memorial site really touched me. I am so sorry you lost your daughter, and from expeience help is out there. Knowledge is power, and educating people will hopefully bring the suicide rate down. Keep your daughters spirit alive, and keep on keeping on!

--Angie Fallowfield

Hi Angie, thank you for visiting Rosies website. I am glad that are able to appreciate how valuable you are! Suicide does seem to be the easy way out but only for the one who dies. Those left behind who love, suffer, forever. And when peaceful days come, we feel guilty for not suffering.
Hold on! God does have a plan for you. :)

Rosie's Family...

Laurri you have done such a wonderful tribute and website for Rosie. You have inspired me to start working the website for my son, Michael, who passed away September 1, 2007.  I was reading all of the birthday wishes for Rosie and just taking in all the love people share with you and your family.  It keeps Rosie's memory so alive.  That's what I want for my son too.  We want everyone to enjoy our children as much as we did.  I prayed for your family and for you especially yesterday on Rosie's birthday.  For all the people who love and care, nobody's love is like a mother's, it's something only another mother can understand.  May peace be with you and your family.  And congratulations on being a grandma again!  The grandkids are the ones who help us get up each morning....and they are a wonderful reason for us to live our lives once again!  God bless all of you.

Wishing you the peace that Rosie would want you to have.

Janet

I am so sorry for the loss of your daughter as she was beautiful and looked so full of life. My girlfriend suicided in Jan 07 and is on Wall 7 of the memorial wall, Tamara Bonar. I found her in her apartment and have struggled ever since. She was a little down but never ever would think she do what she did. She also had trips paid for to look forward to and going to a chalet in 2 days. Will never know thats the hardest part.

I know the pain you feel and would just like to say this is a wonderful memorial and stories you have shared. Brought tears to my eyes. Your Rosie is looking over us and i know Tamara is aswell.

My prayers are with you all

Thank you for your kind words Tom, my heart goes out to you and Tamra's family. I do pray that some sort of peace will come to you in time.

Laurri

It is always at the base of my throat and I have to hold it back.

I want to scream your name as loud and as long as I can. And just keep on screaming.

I will never get over you Rosie. Never get past this.  Never stop missing you. And never ever stop loving you....

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To the Lowe Family, 
  I heard of Roseanne's passing through a friend whose parents still live in our old Hanover Park subdivision.  Though it has been many years since we have seen your family I want you to know we were deeply saddened after hearing about Roseanne's passing.   You will be in our thoughts and prayers.  She is now an Angel in a peaceful place watching over all of you! 

Regards, 

Randi Topel and family 

(your old neighbors on Curtis Ln in Hanover Park)

Hi Randi, I remember you and your family! Thank you for your kind words. You probably remember some of the pictures when Rosie was younger. She was 8 when we moved from there. Oh if we could go back and do things over....
Say hello to your family.
Laurri

 

Hiello Laurri Dave & Rosie,

I immediately thought of Rosie when I came
upon this cute little calico kitty cat, and saved it
in Rosie's graphic section @ my photobucket
account.  I remembered the little story you shared
about the tiny kitten she found and I think this IS the same one!!
( smile )

Anyway, Jim and I just wanted to thank you ALL for remembering
Milo @ your five mile suicide walk.  It touched the deepest part of
our hearts & we are so grateful for the kindness you have shown us.  It seems that the only people who truly understand what we are going through are the people who have experienced the suicide of a son or daughter.

It's been three years now since we lost Milo to suicide, and although
the pain has softened, the questions never end, and the hurt lingers continually.  It is something we will NEVER "Get over," as some people have suggested.  I pray that those people never have to walk in our shoes.

We are so thankful for you guys - for your friendship &our mutual
understanding of the horrible after effects that suicide brings.
We keep you all in our prayers each and every night,



From our hearts,


Jim & Marla


Parents of Jeffrey 'MILO' Goodale